Wow so sometimes I find that life is just very overwhelming! but my sister Brenda just posted to my facebook page that" God doesn't give us anything we can't handle, makes us wonder why he trusts me so much. " I love that she said that cause it gives me hope. i do wonder why he trusted me with all of this! But I love my kids and even when I am soooo tired I still just want to do what is right. Ihope that I am doing that. dunno. but Jalee has really been there so much for me and I can never really begin to say thanks for that. I also love how Melanie always drops everything for me! I am beginning to be a pretty needy friend.
Anyway the other week (as Jalee would say) Gabe asked me where heaven is... I said that some people think it is somewhere up high in the clouds. Oh he said then after a bit of a pause he said I don't think that is true. I think it is here with us, because god and my dad don't wanna be that far away from us. I just don't think we can see them. but they are here. I think Gabe is so awesome! it makes me happy.

Working Hard

Wow so It seem like I live in my car lately. The boys are sure patient with me and all the dragging them around. I take Gabe to school, go to work (with Noah and Triston) and then we go home. Then we go get Gabe from school, sometimes run errands and then go to soccer practice or some other thing we have set out. Boo! I'm going through so much stinking gas! Anyway so we had soccer games today and Noah is so funny. First I had to bribe him to get him to even play. But that totally worked so I am really not complaining at all! Then he does pretty good for the first half but then his attention is gone and the game has become dull. So he simply finds other things that interest him. For instance he gets he "goggles" out you know he makes circles with his fingers and hands and looks through them. So then the coach (bless his patient heart) sees this and calls him back to reallity. He said "run Noah, get the ball"! My son thinks what he means by this is "lets race down the field" so he races the coach down the field and throws his hands in the air triumphantly when he wins. (the coach doesn't know what the H** he is doing so he just sais again... "Noah, get the ball!") Then the whisle is blown and again with the attention span of a gnat Noah is distracted. He takes a few steps in the direction the coach has been "gently" indicating for a bit but lo and behold a dandelion!!!! Which he abrublty stops (in the middle of the commotion) and picks the flower, Strolls casually over to the coach and says "I needa go giz this to my mom k?) and off he strolls (right through the middle of the hullaballoo) to me! I gracefully accept the flower and by this time the coach has ordered a sub for my distracted son and the game doesn't miss a beat. Seeing that he has been replaced my son then takes the initiative and heads for the car! Well he is done so we now need to go get the promised treat! Whew! My mom was there and couldn 't stop chuckling through the whole game. Oh, and there was no discrimination... he went back (while the game was still going) and found my mom a flower too!!! He is awesome! I love his stinking guts (as Jalee would put it) LOL Hope your soccer games are fun like mine!

Boredom!

K so I find that even though I am a soccer coach, working, mom of 3 roudy boys I still seem to have free time. So I thought I would set up a blog to keep some who care to look in the loop! So just because I thought it might be a good idea Triston (#3) started to scream! That Damn murphy! K so I will actually blog something a little later after I get him to sleep.