Monday, October 26, 2009

Wow so sometimes I find that life is just very overwhelming! but my sister Brenda just posted to my facebook page that" God doesn't give us anything we can't handle, makes us wonder why he trusts me so much. " I love that she said that cause it gives me hope. i do wonder why he trusted me with all of this! But I love my kids and even when I am soooo tired I still just want to do what is right. Ihope that I am doing that. dunno. but Jalee has really been there so much for me and I can never really begin to say thanks for that. I also love how Melanie always drops everything for me! I am beginning to be a pretty needy friend.
Anyway the other week (as Jalee would say) Gabe asked me where heaven is... I said that some people think it is somewhere up high in the clouds. Oh he said then after a bit of a pause he said I don't think that is true. I think it is here with us, because god and my dad don't wanna be that far away from us. I just don't think we can see them. but they are here. I think Gabe is so awesome! it makes me happy.